Liar / ライア

Listen

Even though I wanna vanish away
Even though I wanna live and just stay
Even though I wanna say but can't say
I believe my voice is coming back to life

How can I attempt this vanishing away
How can I attempt to live and just to stay
How can I attempt to say what I should say
Come on tell me how, come on tell me how?

I look up, I'm passing through
The black crowd, stops right in my view
They rustle, and wander as ever anew

Even though I wanna vanish away
Even though I wanna live and just stay
Even though I wanna say but can't say
I believe my voice is coming back to life

How can I attempt this vanishing away
How can I attempt to live and just to stay
How can I attempt to say what I should say
Come on tell me how, come on tell me how?

Loved you, you know, I once loved you so
The sky you once saw, it was long ago
It vanished away, the voice would just stay
And that was the sound, the dream that I found

I'm thanking you so, I'm thanking you so
I'm thanking you so, you hear my voice go
It vanished away, and even the tears
And even the hearts, and even the pain

And even the thoughts, and even the smiles
And even it all, and even it all
It vanished away, it vanished away
It's all just a lie, it's all just a lie

But deep in my heart, but deep in my heart
You once took a part, you once took a part
You once took a part, you once took a part
You once took a part, you once took a part

You once took a part...

I shouldn't write nothing at all, but this song just stuck in my head since 5 months ago.

 

 

 

Mimpi, 26-08-19

Mimpi semalam terlihat lebih menyenangkan saat mengelilingi kota dan berteduh saat hujan turun deras. Selang beberapa detik, guyuran air tergantikan dengan darah yg terus turun dari langit, pemandangan kota terlihat lebih gelap dimana cahaya gedung pencakar langit terlihat redup dengan hujan darah yang terus turun dengan bau amisnya, melangkahkan kaki dari halte yang dihujani darah. Perasaan aneh dan tenang saat itu juga terbangun dengan perasaan lega.

 

oleh nYX